not sure where the time goes

I'm not sure how i do it, but i find myself sitting on the couch 2.5 pages into a 5-7 page paper due at 10am tomorrow. scratch that, 1oam today.

I had 6 hours to bang it out earlier, but didn't. i'm not sure how i waste so much time, and what the fuck I'm doing, but the time seems to fly.

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BUG opening tonight. What a mess the room was, but everyone seemed to enjoy it. despite the several technical mistakes I made tonight.

well, back to my paper. BLEH.

tata for now.

p.s. pandora "clair de lune" station is my best friend.

scream in, breathe out.

everything is finally coming together! so rewarding.

in other news, all i want is someone to

hold me. it's christmas time! (well, almost).

the winter makes me want to cuddle.

also, brad mehldau, you can do no wrong.

let me sign.

for the first time in a very long time i feel like i've checked a ton of things off my to-do list and can actually just relax and enjoy this weekend. of course there is tons of work to be done, but it's homecoming weekend.

its also feeling wonderfully fall-like today. this is why I love southern california so much. it also makes me feel like it's about time to bust out the twilight soundtrack. Mammoth memories.

rehearsal in an hour.

to-do list update:

-Ben Hur paper

-Twelfth Night drop curtain

-edit thtr333 homeworks

-thtr333 prompt book

-clean Autobahn prompt book

-2 video responses

-211 papers 3 & 4

-Twelfth Night model box

-BUG performances

-4 finals

also:

Let Me Sign - Rob Pattinson

it's my lifeeeeee.

i'd just like to start off by saying how much i love my roommates.

in other news:

i think its hilarious that I get paid 10.50 and hour to sit here in a recital hall for two hours supervising the empty room. no one is scheduled for a rehearsal, but I get to use the time to gather my life together thankfully.

BUG rehearsals are going really well. the show is going to bad ass. it's funny though, these independent student productions that I stage manage have thus far turned out to be some of the most run and rewarding shows i've done out here. i love the mainstage shows, but there's definitely something to be said for how relaxed and excited about ISPs we all get. It hasn't been work at all, just fun and games. and despite the fact that I haven't had a free weeknight since september, i can't complain.

and just a random thought:

this has been a monumental semester and when i think about all the people i've met and become friends with just in the last couple months my head wants to explain.

i fucking love USC.

and releaseeeee.

today i'm feeling the stress.

while i may have a million things going for me, and life is pretty great, i can't seem to help but be overwhelmed by the zillion financial burdens that arise out here in LA.

in addition to the several parties, work, invisible children, and homework i have to try and figure out how the hell i can graduate on time.

sad part is the only thing standing in my way of this is 4 units of electives. WTF.

Things to do before the semester ends

-thtr231a midterm

-Twelfth Night drop curtain

-Autobahn flow chart

-finish Bus Stop white model

-research Images

-scene break down w/ storyboards

-edit thtr333 homeworks

-thtr333 prompt book

-clean Autobahn prompt book

-thtr211 paper #2 (...3, & 4)

-2 video responses

-Nathan The Wise design project

-Twelfth Night model box

-Ben Hur paper

3 BUG performances

sub SMing for Urinetown

4 finals

Good as gold

Also, i'd just like to add that I had the best halloween ever.

So here I am...

So I'm not really sure if I'm the blogging type, or if i'll really dig this. But I find myself sitting at work for my 2-4 recital rehearsal shift with no performers scheduled. Naturally instead of doing my homework, or using the time productively, find myself creating a blog...

I'm not sure if I have anything profound to say, but here I am. And we'll see where this goes.

Could be super neat-0.